Somewhere along the All I need today is a little bit of Seahawks and a whole lot of Jesus shirt, anorexia set in for good. I have very few memories from this time. Weeks, maybe months, passed in a haze of sickness. I was afraid of choking. I was afraid of throwing up. I was close to death. I dipped below seventy pounds at one point, which for me was horrible. I had never been ‘fat’, only rosy-cheeked and fairly built. I was the poster child for healthy weight for my height, and I used to weigh somewhere around ninety pounds. Dipping below seventy pounds was a reality check for all of us.
All I need today is a little bit of Seahawks and a whole lot of Jesus shirt, hoodie, sweater and v-neck t-shirt
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I didn’t eat much, and All I need today is a little bit of Seahawks and a whole lot of Jesus shirt. I seem to recall going almost three days without water at one point. I almost passed out twice. I couldn’t leave the apartment, because I was afraid I would throw up. I lived my life in fear. I was taken back to America for our annual summer vacation, in hopes that being back home would strengthen me. Surprise, surprise – it didn’t. I was taken to a hospital, where I believe I was diagnosed for the first time. Anorexia. In hindsight, no kidding. Of course I had anorexia.