I am pretty good at managing myself these days, but when I was younger and have the LGBT Unicorn I may be a Bad Influence but damn I’m fun shirt, and didn’t understand what kind of partner I needed, it wasn’t pretty. Once I am tapped out, I get progressively more irritable, with a tinge of anxiety, needing to getaway. If I can’t, it builds. And builds, making me feel trapped until I am not thinking particularly clearly (unless under stress, this can take days to reach critical mass).
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If more demands are put on me at that LGBT Unicorn I may be a Bad Influence but damn I’m fun shirt, I start to snarl and snap. Think hissing angry cat, back arched and hair sticking up. So, problem solved, the people I live with know I need to be alone, because I am acting like a bit of an idiot and completely out of character, to them, seemingly for no reason. I have been lucky in that most people have been slightly offended, but understand that it isn’t about them personally. I go somewhere quiet to process for a bit. The Holly that came back was always easier to deal with.