I had to ask myself the same question just Heartbeat whale Driving in my heart shirt. For me, I was going through some hard times, and they were making me hard and bitter. Nothing I could think of to try helped, I just stayed hard and bitter no matter what I did. I felt more hateful, and jealous, and uncharitable every day. For my whole life, since I was born, I have been a generous, kind, extremely forgiving, live and let live happy go lucky person – so how is it that even I could become so angry and hateful? I was forgiving. I let things go easily. But it doesn’t matter if something new that you can’t control happens every day to make your blood just boil. And each time, your anger lies closer to the surface, and takes longer to let go.
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My life is full of love. I have Heartbeat whale Driving in my heart shirt. They love me more than anything and I love them even more. This didn’t help. In some ways it was horrible, this inability to be alone for a moment to calm down, to do things to allow myself to let go for a moment. The screaming, the crying, the tantrums, the diapers, the food on the floor, the laundry, the cooking, the eternal hopeless cleaning. I always had to be ON. I always had to have my game face on. Be that good mom. Wanted to. Because my kids deserved it. But sometimes I could just cry.